The Order of Randomness

If there was still life, would I end it by reaching? Would it die if I don't? Sometimes there are situations where your inaction, your reluctance to act is an active choice of passivity. Hesitation is yet another option because the act of moving too quickly or too slowly also has it's repercussions.

Communication is the transmission of a message between a sender and a receiver using a medium understandable to both. Communication can break down at any point in the process. So, regardless of the choice, even if it's the perfect one, the message, the medium, and the receiver all have to agree. They have to fit like pieces of a jigsaw puzzle. Interlocking but not quite glued together.

So what if I reach out? What if it's the perfect time, the perfect place, with the perfect balance of sincerity and honesty? It's not all up to me. Trust is placed in the wind, the world, your ears, your eyes, your heart and the will of fate. At some point in time we have to simply close our eyes and hope.

I'm in a cave. I know that. I know that I do not know. I know there is no person I can control completely. Not myself. We are all small so we must make our choices and hope the world reacts. Positively, negatively. A reaction is a miracle so take what comes. Experience it. Love it. Hate it. Then make more choices.

Whether you lie idly in the grip of pain or passion or you jump forth to the next plateau, your choices are at the mercy of other men, at the mercy of what may be. You may be perfect and lose but don't let a tear stop you from fighting.